kadang-kadang aku cube utk jadi mnusia yg hepi..sntiasa snyum, gmbira, lupekan sume mslh..aku cube ttup setiap luka dlm ati..cube utk berlagak "macho" tp dlm ati smpn 1001 rasa pahit..
kadang-kadang aku cube jd manusia yg hiburkan org len, cuba utk wat org len hepi, sdaya upaya utk wat org len snyum..tapi bg aku sndr..simpan 1001 rasa seksa..
kadang-kadang aku cube jd mnusia yg mmhami, cube meletakkan diri pd dr org len..smpikan aku tipu perasaan sndr..
kadang-kadang aku cube nak bg org fhm pe yg aku smpan..bkn mudah..krn aku x sekuat mana..
kadang-kadang aku tipu dr sndr katakan aku kuat hadapi semua ni..and truskan idup..
kadang-kadang aku mahukan perhatian..even secebis dr mnusia2 yg aku sayangi..
kadang-kadang aku nak dia tau yang aku terluka setiap kali dia begitu..
kadang-kadang.........
dear diary..i'm not a believer..people are born, they grow old and then they die..that's the world we live in..there's no magic, no mysticism, no immortality..theres nothing that defies rational thought..people are supposed to be who they say they are..and not lie or hide their true selves..it's not possible..i'm not a believer i can't be..but how can i deny what's right in front of me??
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