masih mencari2 apakah erti di sebalik setiap senyuman..
adakah ia sekadar salutan plastik untuk melebur segala resah dan parah di jiwa?
maafkan aku..sudah tidak mampu menipu..
ya Allah..berilah petunjuk..
kerana aku..masih seperti dulu...
dear diary..i'm not a believer..people are born, they grow old and then they die..that's the world we live in..there's no magic, no mysticism, no immortality..theres nothing that defies rational thought..people are supposed to be who they say they are..and not lie or hide their true selves..it's not possible..i'm not a believer i can't be..but how can i deny what's right in front of me??